I didn't realize until I packed all of my stuff up how much I would miss my parents, my gym, friends, and i suppose my life here. I know change is for the best and is necessary to grow, but this is my life and it has been for 6 years and it seems strange to think of this chapter of my life ending. Yes a new one starting the future, its like the first step to really having to grow up. Living on my own, going to school, trying to get into my career and have an accomplished life. All of these responsibilities that are exciting but are responsibilities none the less that my parents have always worried about or taken care of fall to me. Just me. I mean its my future. I have to start dealing with "grown up" things. I know this is right I know this is what God wants for my right now. This is a good change, but this is a change, and change no matter what is hard. I started to think how sad it was that I was going to miss so many things, but think how sad it would be to not miss anything.. So many kids don't enjoy, appreciate and love there parents how I do. I really love spending time with them, they are my best friends. the people in this world that Im closest to:) I have a blessed life of health and great people around me, and sometimes there are not so great days but God has given me so much. Im looking at this positively Im glad I have things, and people and memories to miss.. what would life be without them? The days are going by faster and soon enough I'll have moved, things will be different.. but life is sweetest because it never comes again. Start enjoying and savoring every minute of everything in life because it does only come once and is constantly changing, you can't stop it but you can enjoy it:)
